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[04 Aug 2006|12:36pm] i made a new lj account if i want you to kno about it, i'll tell u what the username is 3 comments|post comment

it finally hit me [22 Jul 2006|02:48am] [ mood | torn apart ] tonite after hangin out with vickie, noemi, heather, talia, and caitlin it hit me that i have 2 or 3 more weeks and then i will not see them except on like holidays this post is for you guys... it seems that nothing else in the world matters at all i cant stop thinkin about leaving you guys now nothing else seems important to me you guys mean the world to me and i need you guys i cant live without yall there is ABSOLUTELY NOTHING that i would not do for you guys yall have changed my life and i love everyone of you so much you guys have no idea my heart truly does belong to yall without you guys i would be so lost i would give you guys anything yall need i would die for anyone of you in an instant whenever you guys cant hang out i feel so alone i do not know wut i'm gonna do next year i hate this so much i dont want to go to uga anymore, i just want to stay with you guys you guys mean so much to me you have no idea each one of you has all of my love and i'm always here i wish i could really explain how i feel, but words just can't tell how i'm feeling rite now it's like the biggest part of my life is being ripped away and i cant do anythin about it k, i gotta stop now but i just want each one of you to know that wut i just wrote is all true and that i love each one of you so much i always will thank you guys for the influence you have had on me, for always being there, and most of all, just for being my friend my heart belongs to yall no one else 5 comments|post comment

[20 Jul 2006|01:39am] [ mood | grateful ] i cannot tellyou/explaintoyou how much it/she/this means to me this person gives me sumthin that i've needed 4 quite sumtime(nothingphysical) i havent had this in months and months but now i do and it just seems to make things better don't get the wrong idea like i said, it's nothing physical at all nuthin that has to do with dating or anything for now it's a mystery mostofyouhaveabsolutelynoideawhati'mtalkingabout and u shouldn't because onlyonepersonknows 1 comment|post comment

bittersweet [18 Jul 2006|03:51am] [ mood | a lot of feelings all at once ] tonite, i had a talk with sumone(you know who u r) sumone who i would have never expected to have this talk with we talked bout sumthin i hadnt talked bout in months sumthin that i've only talked about to ,at the most, 5 ppl sumthin i'd been holdin in sumthin i don't like talkin about it sumthin pushed way back in memory sumthin i wish i could forget so it kinda sucked thinkin back on it but at the same time it felt rly good to talk bout it u kno, kinda get it off my chest i am so glad the talk took place i needed it i'm pretty sure that the person will not read this due to lack of lj and i know i've already said this, but thank you so so much for listening it meant/means a lot to me and it was rly nice to have sumone there i've been thinking about a lot of stuff since the talk i don't rly feel like posting any of it now i will later though, maybe tom maybe in a few min i'm not sure just expect random posts posts with seemingly no meaning but they mean sumthing to me post comment

[17 Jul 2006|04:41am] it's now about 5 in the morning me and adam have been up the whole nite playin fifa world cup on ps2 if u dont kno what that is, you are missin out we are still playing i dont think we are gettin any sleep tonite we had monster energy drinks, so we don't need sleep i love energy drinks they are sooooo good and pretty addicting that's really all i have to say i will update later tonite like a real update it'll be amazing until then my angels i send u my love all of it 1 comment|post comment

grilled cheese sandwiches [16 Jul 2006|12:54am] [ mood | goo goo gaa gaa ] tonite i danced 4 real i went to a dance with vickie, noemi, heather, talia, and mark it was alrite, but kinda weird but i wouldn't have traded those moments for the world i got to dance with my lovely ladies, thank you for that if u read this i havent showerd in a while, i kno its gross, but i dont rly care i am however going to shower after i post this, no joke cuz i got church tom but as of late, all i do is work then hang out with my bestest friends so i dont rly get that sweaty except for the when i was around my girls, cuz yall make me so nervous cuz all of you are so hotttttttttttttttttt i dont kno how y'all do it but keep on doing it i got a freakin bug bite on my face tonite after the dance it sucked i mean, wut is wrong with the freakin bug y would it bite my face? it still itches i havent shaved in a while either (i shave the stache, jus not the beard part) its jus cuz i'm lazy and i have no need tooooooooo when sumthin important comes up, ill shave i dunno y i wrote bout this stuff but yah me and my bros friend and i think my bro are recording a song its gonna be freakin sweeeeeeeeeeeet i gotta write lyrics maybe tonite i'll write hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm hmmmmmm hmmmmm hmmm hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm hmmmmmm hmmm i love grilled cheese sandwiches, i eat one like everyday at work on my break its soooooooo goooood if u dont eat them eat them k, i'm gonna go shower bye bye 2 comments|post comment

[15 Jul 2006|12:54am] [ mood | bored ] hello ladies and gents today i had work from 11-6 it actually wasnt too bad, it went by pretty fast after work, i went out to eat with my fam at moes iheartmoes after that, i went over to heathers to hang out with heather, caitlin, and jessica it was fun stuff, then i went to go see vickie and talia with heather but they weren't allowed to so me and heather went to go see noemi instead then i went back to heathers to hang out with heather, caitlin, and jessica and now i'm home it was pretty sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet lately, i've been listening to a lot of Drop Dead, Gorgeous they r soooooo good i think they r my favorite screamo band, even more than underOATH its crazy check them outtttttt!!!!!!!!!!! as cities burn are stayin together, that makes me so happy i really hope bert didnt die, i love that duude and it would make me pretty sad if he did but i dont think he did i rly rly rly rly rly hope he didnt blah, blah, blah i'm bored so i did a survey, its like my first one ever..... ( could you remind me of the time when we were so alive. ) post comment

some of the best news i've heard in a long long time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [14 Jul 2006|07:03pm] [ mood | freakin happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ] from a myspace bulletin: As Cities Burn is staying together! Body: Thank you all so much for the emails, and conversations you have shared with us throughout the past month. It is because of the overwhelmingly positive response we have received from each of you, that As Cities Burn has decided to stay together, and record another record. None of us are joining any other projects, TJ will remain in the band, and well be writing a new record this fall. To clear up any confusion, here is whats going on: We decided at the beginning of March while we were on tour with The Bled that As Cities Burn would be over at the end of August. T.J. was getting married and had decided to move on with his new life and settle down. We all decided we could not replace such an important part of the band, so we started making preparations to end the band, deciding a final tour was our best way to say thank you, and goodbye to all of you. Morale in the band was at an all time low at that point, and we had completely lost sight of what we were doing, and the purpose behind it. We had become worn out by seemingly endless time on the road and the struggles of trying to maintain some kind of normal life while touring. We were tired and weary; no one had the strength to pull the band back together. Now, months later, after being on our headlining tour for a couple weeks, we have had many opportunities to talk to you all about how As Cities Burn has impacted on your lives. Conversations we have had with many of you have been overwhelmingly touching and encouraging. Through all of this we have realized how much of a blessing this band is in our lives and the lives of many of our supporters. It has become clear to us that ending As Cities Burn right now would be extremely pre-mature, as there is much left for us to do as a band. We cant even begin to express how thankful and blessed we are by all of you that have encouraged and supported us over the past 4 years, and we are so excited to be continuing on to do another record. It was not our intention to be indecisive or deceitful through all of this, we deeply apologize for our inconsistency. Sometimes it seems that it takes a drastic situation to realize what is most important in our lives. Thanks to all of you for coming to our shows, and continually supporting us. Hopefully we will be seeing more of you as we finish out the summer and prepare to write a new record. We love all of you so much, God bless. -Colin, Cody, TJ, Pascal and Aaron post comment

[13 Jul 2006|01:54am] [ mood | listening to paramore=happy ] soooooooo i ate a lot today it's goooood, i need to get caught up on eating i got my laptop today me and my pops tried to put like software on it and we did sumthin wrong like it won't connect us to the internet it sucks i dunno wut we did, but we're gonna fix it tomorrow hopefully i went over to vickies/noemis casa today heather was over there they were knitting while they knitted, i played video games (fifa world cup soccer) with filipe thats their brother i beat him every time we played, he's like 7 yrs younger than me or around there i didnt beat him cuz i'm older though i'm jus rly good after that i jus came home and did pretty much nothin other than messin with the laptop some i dont want to work anymore i dont like it at all 2 comments|post comment

[12 Jul 2006|10:51am] [ mood | headache ] i need to eat more sleep more lately ive been gettin horrible headaches because of lack of sleep/food i kno what i need, but its like i'm never hungry sumtimes i have to like force feed myself and as for sleep i gotta take advantage of it 2 comments|post comment

[10 Jul 2006|12:41pm] [ mood | (idunnowhatthatmeans) ] hello every1 how r yall doing???????? yesterday we played sum hardcore soccer after i got off work it was a lot of funnnnnnnnnnnnn my team won we always do its called skillllllll we need to play again its what keeps me sumwhat in shape italy beat france yesterday in the world cup i wanted france to win zidane headbutted a dude it was so awesome somethings ive been thinkin about........ howcomehabitsaresohardtobreak willthistimebethelasttime she will tear us apart you dont care though you'd stop all this if you were smart i know what you're doing and i kno wut ur reasons are so thank you, destroy it all this wasnt expected, i never knew you'd take it this far i dont understand you you need to get your head straight u say one thing, then do the opposite can you not just wait? will you stop this? can you make it better? well, i think its already too late why do u do this??? you said you weren't like them but i guess that wasnt true you're driving me/allofus away can you not see this? can you not see this will make life suck 4 you? ...k i'm done so i have a freakin dentist appointment in like 2 hours i freakin hate the dentist man and i havent been brush my whites as much as i need to i better not have any cavities or anythin that would suckkkkk stupid teeth i dunno wut im doin tonite, so call me ppls if you're free 2 comments|post comment

[09 Jul 2006|01:24am] [ mood | my tum tum hurts ] soooooooooo a lot has happend since my last update i went to the hospital on thursday and i must say, it was one of the worst experiences of my life most of u already know wut happend it sucked after i got home from the hospital i slept of a while cuz i was drugged then i went to the midnite showing of pirates of the carribean 2 it was rly rly good me gusta kiera knightley is hot stuff friday, i had the day offffff it was pretty sweet me and caitlin and vickie went to tower records that place is sweet i bought drop dead, gorgeous' cd its soooooo good, you guys should buy it or burn it from me then after that, we watched boondock saints even though i had watched it like 4 days ago its a rly good movie the cat part is the besttttttt then today i had freakin work it was pretty busy since pirates of the carribean 2 jus came out it was no funnnn and i got work tom againnnnnn booooooooooooo but tom we are playin soccer after i get offff u all better be there it's gonna be amazinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn i think im goin for france against italy tom i dunno why since brazil is out i dont rly care plus,i jus like the way french ppl talk its awesome my stomach hurts i think its from the monster energy drink i drank a lil while ago o wellllllllll i kno they r lying to me and i'd be lying if i said it didnt bother me *this is not about any baseball furies or warriors* anywayssssssss captainteach=mycaptain4ever 2 comments|post comment

[06 Jul 2006|01:04am] [ mood | tired ] sooooooooooo last nite me and fay fay stayed over at adams we didnt end up goin to sleep till like 7 in the mornin we made up a new game named it flowers and played it from like 3 to 5 30 it involves golf clubs tennis balls tennis rackets trash can and peggin each other its awesome but yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh today we woke up at like 11 and then we played summmmm soccer then jus chilled i visited vickie at work todayyyyyyyyy then watched date movie then shot off sum fireworksssss it was awesome i love fire its so cool tomorrow i have to go the hospital the whole day its gonna suck i need sleep but i dont like sleeping i think its like a waste of time when u could be doin sumthin else im still stuck on paramore rite nowwwww they are so freakin amazing i like bandanas but not bananas 2 comments|post comment

i forgot [04 Jul 2006|03:30am] even though he doesnt read this i'd like to give fay fay a shout out fay fay is the mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn k, bye bye post comment

[04 Jul 2006|03:26am] [ mood | awake ] everynite i find myself up till about 4 or around there just switchin between lj, myspace, facebook, paramore sites then i always get up early i dont kno y i do it i jus do im used to it anyways today is the 4th of july so happy 4th of july to everyone i have work till 5 then i think fireworks at rhs with the fam then... mayhem absolute mayhem we gotta go crazy o tay we will cause mayhem till the early mornin hoursssssss and we will have the time of our lives 1 comment|post comment

[04 Jul 2006|01:00am] we watched the boondock saints it was rly good then we watched dodgeball, i love that movie i cant believe caitlin had never seen it but now she has also, i bought the paramore cd today i mean i already had it, its jus i didnt ever buy it, just burnt it but i bought it so that i'm actually payin them u kno cuz iheartparamore yah, i'm obsessed, so wut 1 comment|post comment

[03 Jul 2006|01:50pm] [ mood | bored ] hi everyone ive been on the computer for like 4 hours straite its crazy im bout to go swimmin and then go to brickhouse to visit heather then watch boondock saints con caitlin cuz ive never seen it and we r gonna watch another movie but i forget wut it is i'll repost tonite paramore=love 2 comments|post comment

[03 Jul 2006|02:47am] nite nite post comment

[03 Jul 2006|02:05am] i'm freakin hungry i kinda want fruit, but i dunno????????????? wut to do? 1 comment|post comment

doo doo [03 Jul 2006|12:13am] [ mood | poopy ] i forgot to post bout this earlier but yah, brazil lost and it sucks i guess i want germany to win now, but i really dont care its poopy 1 comment|post comment

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